
long lost tender things

long lost tender things
I am finally making mixes again and it feels so lovely
Tracklist:


File “suspicious looks I get from people in trucks” under “things I won’t miss about Wyoming”
just some thoughts
Those I have finished/those I can recall…most are re-reads: Ban en Banlieue by Bhanu Kapil, The Book of the Body and Desire by Frank Bidart, Time Slips: Queer Temporalities, Contemporary Performance and the Hole of History by Jaclyn I. Pryor, Ways of Seeing by John Berger, Poetry In Painting: Writing on Contemporary Arts and Aesthetics by Helene Cixous, Death and Sensuality by Bataille, A Lover’s Discourse by Roland Barthes, Simone Weil: An Anthology (Penguin Edition), Suffering by Dorothee Soelle, Schizophrene by Bhanu Kapil, Modernism and the Celtic Revival by Gregory Castle, Joyce’s Revenge by Andrew Gibson, James Joyce: A Critical Introduction by Harry Levin, Holy, The Firm by Annie Dillard, The Writing Life by Annie Dillard, Louise Gluck: Collected Poems, The Joyce Paradox: Form and Freedom in his Fiction by Arnold Goldman, James Joyce and the Exilic Imagination by Michael Patrick Gillespie, James Joyce: Ulysses by Vincent Sherry, Joyce in the Hibernian Metropolis: Essays edited by Morris Beja and David Norris, The Cambridge Companion to James Joyce edited by Derek Attridge, Spacecraft Voyager 1: New and Selected Poems by Alice Oswald, Sacred Pain: Hurting the Body for the Sake of the Soul by Ariel Glucklich, Colonial Desire: Hybridity in theory, culture and race by Robert J. C. Young, A Mystical Philosophy: Transcendence and Immanence in the Works ofVirginia Woolf and Iris Murdoch by Donna J. Lazenby, Space, in Chains by Laura Kasischke, The Cloud of Unknowing And the Book of Privy Counseling translated and edited by William Johnson, Stay, Illusion by Lucie Brock-Broido, The Master Letters by Lucie Brock-Broido, and Women Mystics in Medieval Europe by Emilie Zum Brunn & Georgette Epiney-Burgard.

John Berger: absolving female selfie culture since 1972. 👁💅🏻😇

file under poems with mentions of my namesake
Oh god. The honest answer is that I spent a lot of my adolescence and early twenties maintaining complicated interpersonal relationships and indulging my own self-destructive frenzies. Then, in 2015, I went to graduate school in a new state, developed really fucked up insomnia, and entered a state of self-imposed and much needed hermitude during which I found some type of silver lining in the agony of chronic sleeplessness by using the extra hours to scour the internet and the library for things which peaked my fancy. It’s hard for me to direct people to places to find the sort of content that I post, because it is pretty sprawling. I would suggest checking the sources on my posts and my previous blog recommendations under my ask and asks tags. For full length manuscripts available (illegally) for free online, you should check out Libgen. You can find a ton of the books I reference on there. For tight contemporary lit/art journals I love Jacket2, at Length, Conjunctions, Triquarterly, Guernica, Diagram, Paperbag zine, and Bomb. Entropy is also an awesome resource. Find galleries you like and hit up their websites. There are way too many for me to mention here …some galleries who host pretty obvious artists but have amazing online reproductions are Hauser & Wirth, Alison Jacques and Luhring Augustine. Type in artists you like on google with pdf after their names or thesis plus pdf to find esoteric images of their work. I dunno. If you have some more specific subjects you are interested in let me know and I will try to get back to you with links/recs.
tfw you find out that your look has been and will always be creepy hyper-realistic Russian doll.
Likewise! When I have taken the free tests that float around I am an INFP sun, ENFP moon. But my friend, Jordan, has devised his own system to test for Briggs and claims I am actually an INFJ…which rings true to me. How about you?
No, I haven’t, aside from the occasional mention in some sprawling research I have been doing on James Joyce for the last year (when thinking about the role of the sacred feminine in late colonial/semicolonial/postcolonial/pick your term here Irish nationalist movements). But I am looking right now and they are awesome! Also: now I understand a PJ Harvey song much better. Thanks!
